This is a piece found in the vault of days past but to me describes me now. For now. Language is such a powerful tool to evoke and express emotions. Being so focussed on techincal things at the moment I seem to have forgotten my musical roots and how great it feels to write again. A prayer for the return of inspiration.

Inspiration

Sweet Inspiration I miss you
Why have you deserted me, or have i ignored you for so long
Now i am empty from my neglect
Hunger , deep hunger eating me from within
nothing moves
not even my sin
nor the feeling of uneasy swirling in my belly
keeps me from myself
shuts me out from the divine inner sanctum of my own heart
May I awaken soon
and taste again the sweetness of impulsive love
The insanity of Fire that seeks only to burn
and i share it with no-one, except myself
and then maybe…

Piece it together now
you can do it!

Then the water rises and the chains feel heavy and the harea moves and bleeds if it needs to
Someone help me!!
Please I need you. Come rescue me from the tide that I have buried myself in
Must I cut my own legs off to be free!
Is it vision I need or just the freedom to bleed and to watch it running down my face in the mirror
Let it mix with the tears until my eyes will sting and all I see is the door that comes in.

and as I close my eyes the darkness is overwhelming
The sky is red
I am walking a moonlit barren land, only rocks and dusty sand
Thunder, Black full clouds pregnant with a rain
A rain that yearns to meet my skin
But I run and seek shelter
and the dust eats me until there is no flesh , and all that is left is dust, more dust.

Then the lightning strikes and ground shakes with its fury, the sky opens and the will of life has its final say
and from the firmament a blessing
For the soul who leaves the world without greeting there only friend
Have faith and listen

The lightning strikes and the dust burns
A liquid silver fire that awakens the very ground to relenquish its hold on me
And my body is recreated

I am naked, the chill of the wind on my skin is glorious
I look up and gaze apon my mother , she sings from the clouds to me
welcome back my child

I turn and start walking

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